*smashes face into desk repeatedly*
ugh, wish i had a drivers license
I like how books don’t run out of batteries.
i feel strangely motivated right now. of course its hardly a time “appropriate” for motivation. i just feel inspired not to be another lame brain, but i think i need money for that. i gonna start applying for jobs this week and also look into to doing a clinical study. i just really want to move out. and i think that its one of those things that you kinda just do one day. thats how a couple of my friends have done it and i dunno. i just really want the freedom of having moved out, and i’m willing to pay the price. for the past two christmas’s i’ve told myself “yeah, this is the last christmas at home” and then another year roles around and its christmas again and i’m in the same fucking place as before. i don’t need much. the trouble i think would be who to move out with or finding a cheap ass place. i dunno. i just feel quite motivated to get money and to use it. haha
i’ll have ten alcohols if you don’t mind